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She's A Killer

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Told Me SoThe picture I hung on the wall was taken down I'm hiding it in my pocket, away from prying eyes So they can't see I haven't forgotten you Even as children, your eyes were the loveliest of browns We enjoyed late-night phone calls that lasted hours
You never understood when I complained of butterflies
Running away was our dream Chasing my butterflies Into the sunset We didn't know anything But anything didn't matter Even as it all came crashing down That almost endless summer
I'm reading the letters you wrote to me Even some you gave back th Told Me So
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This Won't BeI open my eyes to the light of another day My being here is questionable How did it turn out like this? I close my eyes, tired from another day Somehow I manage to keep moving My fingers grip my lies and hold them close As if letting go of them would be the end
You were here, but now you're gone So I'll write another song About you
In the winter, I miss your warmth In the spring, I miss the laughter In the summer, I cry and I weep In the fall, I wonder how I haven't Say good morning, say goodnight Though I know tonight I won't sleep & This Won't Be
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Dead Stars
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Mary Had A LittleI'm tripping along, following your shadow Trying so hard, but falling right through Loathing in your eyes, leaving me behind I can see what's happening here So I come after you, pushing my limits As thorns of my past dig into my sides But still I push on, running in fear Chasing the person in front of me
I'd sell my soul to have you here But still you say "I've told you before, don't look for me" "From the lie we created, I'm setting you free"
(Come back to me, back to me) (Back to me, back to me)
I'm crashing forward, following your black Mary Had A Little
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Bye Bye Bye

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 5:16 PM

Mood: Sarcastic
Listening to: NSYNC
Reading: MiXiM
Playing: Pokemon: Yellow Version
Drinking: water

_{-NSYNC. ♥

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I'll keep running and I'll continue going nowhere fast. That's how life is for me. No matter what I do, who I help, it always backfires and I end up in a worse situation than before.

Yeah, dad, I'm a helpless bitch who can't do anything right, I get it. You don't have to yell anymore.

Yeah, mom, I'm a waste of space and time for you, I understand that you only had me to try and save your marriage. Thanks for letting me know.

Yeah, Jason, I'm the very imperfect little sister who you can't stand, don't say it again. I'm sure everyone already knows.

So this weekend sucked. I'm sorry, I just don't really enjoy sleeping on a couch, in the middle of redneck-county, shotgun blasts in the distance, cold as hell, without a shower for three days. Not my thing.

I didn't even get any work done. In the room I was staying (the living room), there was no proper electric socket, so I couldn't charge my laptop. Woo-fucking-hoo.

There was virtually NO source of heat, except for a wood stove in the next room over, and the showers were: outside or broken. I'd rather go without a shower, than shower outside in an open-topped room, no door, and four windows, thanks.

And as if that wasn't bad enough, the only two rooms had either dolls or clown posters. Needless to say, when my dad asked me which one I wanted, I asked for the couch. And let me tell you, that thing was damn uncomfortable.

Wait, it gets better!

Absolutely nothing to do. If I hadn't brought two novels, I think I'd have gone insane. Finished both of them, two days of non-stop reading. Dad took us out to go 'sight seeing', but there was nothing to see--everything was closed or deserted, not even workers present.

Jared will understand how bad this was when I say that I'd rather suffer a full WEEK of Chemistry class with our teacher than go out there for another weekend.

However, there were a couple good points: there was a campfire, so we made smores and stuff. The only other good point was the friend of my dad who was letting us stay there is a quilter and had fabric crayons that she wanted to test out to show her sewing group. She asked my little sister and I to test them, so we did, and she's going to make wall hangings out of the pictures we made. I re-did "Dead Stars" for it, with some red, and she said she'd send it to me eventually, but she really liked it, so she's going to use it as a sample for a while before sending it back to me.

Overall, though...suckage.

Whatever. >__>

I'm going to go get some work done now.

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